Many days when I go to write a poem I have some idea what I will write about–often inspired by a photo I have taken or an experience I had. But today’s poem came from a different place. The #verselove prompt suggested borrowing a line for Jane Hirshfield’s poem My Life was the Size of my Life and using it to say something about yourself.
Weirdly enough, I picked the line “There were times we made bread.” I say weirdly because I am not a cook–my husband does all the cooking and baking in our family. But somehow, it spoke to me and represents for me the idea of making and nurturing–threads that do run through my life and my profession.
I’m not sure that I understand yet what I am saying in this piece, but I will let it sit a while. Maybe at some point it will speak its truth.
There were Times we Made Bread
There were times we made bread
thick and chewy
smeared with butter
like tears
or sea mist
or fog that
shutters the view
of the future
There were times we made bread
forging pathways
through the wheat
of tradition
opening new ways
or are they old ways?
giggling playing
solidly present
There were times we made bread
kneading and needing
pushing and pulling
rolling and patting
then leaving space for
rest and rise
waiting
knowing
that not knowing
is the only way
Take that bite today
savor
chew and swallow
sweet bitter salty sour
all the flavors
There were times we made bread

I love the poems that come from an unknown place and you have to let them sit (or rise, in this case, like dough). I love the use of kneading and needing. I’ve always liked how those words work together. The push and pull of kneading and needing. Well played. I think you’ll come back and find that this poem is worthy.